Letters written by Sean O’Brien
June 22, 2020: I tested negative for COVID19 on June 19th. I am anxious to get my cellmate’s test results back so I can call my wife. I cannot believe they are doing this to us. It is inhumane. Everyone who was COVID positive and has re-tested negative has had to sign a form agreeing to stay with their cell mate who may have tested positive. One guy refused to sign and they took his property and are taking him to AD-SEG right now. The officers claim there is no other space available. So the choice is to either stay with your cell mate who may or may not be positive for Covid or go to AD-SEG without your personal property. This should not even be legal. I would feel safer in a cell with (my cell mate) even if he still has Covid than in a cell with anyone else here (see article on recent murder). The forms I had to sign stated that I was “refusing medical’s recommended treatment” and “waiving the California Department of Correction’s liability if anything happens” It is punishment on top of punishment on top of punishment.
This whole thing is just a mess and CDCR keeps making it worse. The Center for Disease Control recommends cloth face masks be at least 3 layers thick to be effective in preventing the spread of Corona virus. The cloth masks manufactured by Prison Industry Authority and distributed to the inmate population in late April are only two layers thick. This means CDCR failed to provide us with cloth masks that meet the standard recommended by the CDC. I have already stated that most officers still refuse to wear their masks.
June 21, 2020: The man here who had been out at the outside hospital for over a week finally came back last night. He looked so sick and like 10 years older than when he left. He was really pale and could barely walk. I do not know why they brought him back. Then today, he went back out in the ambulance. I feel awful for him, Covid has been really bad for him. I hope he will be OK.
All these people are protesting and none of them are saying anything about prison conditions. They need to speak up about prison conditions and how we cannot even see our families. They want to keep us from seeing our families, but CDCR officers keep bringing Covid in anyways. Then they do botched transfers to further spread Covid19. It is insane and torture. “You cant see your family because of Covid but we’re going to infect you with Covid anyways.” What kind of sick evil joke is this? I do not belong in prison. I do not deserve to be in prison.
June 20, 2020 They began running yard but very limited. For one hour they allowed those who are negative for Covid to go out to yard in staggered groupings. By law they are required to give a minimum of 10 hours of outside recreation a week. The way they are doing yard now, guys will be lucky to get 2 to 4 hours per week. Again, because of over crowding and CDCR’s inability to protect us and keep us safe, they are unable to provide us the minimum outdoor recreation time we are entitled to. Even men in the SHU and AD-SEG get their 10 hours per week.
June 23. 2020 It is so inhumane to keep us trapped in our cells like this. Other than a few showers, in the past 3 weeks I have been stuck in my tiny cell for 22 days! This is not life. It is cruel and unusual. It is inhumane. I have not been outside to see the sun or fresh air for 3 weeks. Even guys in the SHU are given a mandatory minimum of 10 hours a week outside. 10 hours a week was determined as the minimum amount top be “humane” and not cruel and unusual. I have not even been out of my cell for 10 hours in 3 weeks. If you add up all the time i have been out of my cell in the past 3 weeks it is maybe an hour and a half. No more than 2 hours. I am stuck. I am trapped. I need out. I need out of my cell. I need to be able to call you. I need to be able to see you. I need out of prison, so they cannot keep punishing me for things I am not responsible for. That is all they do. I don’t belong in prison. I am innocent. I shouldn’t be trapped in my cell and denied phone calls and visits with my wife. They brought Covid in here. They did this. And it’s not going to get better. More CDCR officers and staff are going ti catch Covid and being it in. It is unsafe.. It is dangerous. They cannot humanely keep us in here. There is no space to adequately social distance AND provide us any level of humane life. They cannot safely provide us adequate access to yard or day room. They cannot provide us access to meaningful rehabilitation opportunities.
June 26, 2020 I miss you so much it feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. I need you, I need to hear your voice. I know you need me too. I know you need to hear my voice as well. I cannot believe we are suffering this way and being forced to endure this. It is inhumane torture. I have not talked to you in 25 days. This is torture it has been a whole month. I am so frustrated and angry over this. I worry about everything. There seems to be no end in sight and it scares me. Even when we do go back to “normal” program CDCR and Corcoran are just going to expose use to Covid again. They cannot protect us from it or operate this place safely.
*Sean’s cellmate’s name protected for privacy